Saturday 22 October 2011

Tractor Tavern - Sam Roberts Band


One word: Fanfuckingtastic.

That's right, the show was so good that I have to use a profane interfix to describe it.

Last night I went out to see Sam Roberts Band at the Tractor Tavern. While I had been looking forward to this show since I first saw the tour dates months ago, I spent most of the day whining about the fact that it didn't start until 9:30. After I'd gotten up at 6:30am and gone to work -- and not one of those have-coffee-go-out-to-lunch-and-leave-early-'cause-it's-Friday kind of days either -- I had to make the totally indirect drive from Capitol Hill to Ballard and search for a rare parking space, all while fighting to stay awake.

And I'm sooooooooooooooo glad that I did. It was one of the best shows I've ever attended. Besides, my day was nothing compared to the band's trip down from British Columbia, which was fraught with vehicle trouble, both with the van and the bus. In the end, they made it to the venue hours before their equipment, which was in a trailer that had lost a wheel, and finally appeared on the back of a flatbed truck around 7:30.

I got to the bar just a few minutes before the opener, Fan Fiction, took the stage. They're a local band, mostly up-tempo alt rock with character, and they fit the Sam Roberts vibe all right. I liked them well enough, but stayed in my chair in the back for their set. I figured I didn't really care if I saw them, as long as I could hear the music. Plus I get tired; it was after 10pm. The front man, bless his heart, made witty remarks and told us the name of every song, despite Seattle audiences being nearly impossible to engage, even when you're the band they paid to see.

To be fair, though, I think this was actually more of a Vancouver audience. In between sets, I chatted with some Sam Roberts fan girls who were pointing out all the Canadians they'd come across in the crowd. I know nothing of Sam himself, or what kind of celebrity he enjoys in the True North, strong and free. I discovered him when George Stroumboulopoulos did an interview on his radio show and played a few tracks from the latest record, Collider. Since I loved every song he previewed, I picked up the album. When I became irretrievably addicted to it, I grabbed another CD, which I adored so much that I got a third, and so on, until Sam Roberts, with or without Band, became one of my favorite artists.

I only know and love him through the music, but in Canada, apparently Sam Roberts is kind of a big deal. I heard that his shows there are arena events with high-priced tickets, which prompted a large contingent of Vancouverites to pay the gas and hotel for the chance to cram into a dinky bar show, and see Sam's dimples first hand -- which you can't see from my phone's crappy camera work, despite me being 10 feet from the stage. This was particularly interesting given the drunk guy outside before the show (so drunk that he pronounced it emmrobbitts) repeatedly announcing to his friends, and everyone else in the Will Call line, that he wasn't going in because "Emmrobbitts is rully good, but not for sebbenteen dollarsss."


The gig itself was amazing; they sounded flawless, with such stage presence. I can't imagine not seeing these guys in an intimate setting, and hope I have more chances to go to bar gigs like this one. The crowd full of fans only helped. Toward the beginning of the show, when they kicked off Fixed to Ruin, I immediately began to sing along and dance (like I had no bones), and I really did forget that I was all alone... because I looked around and the entire room was doing the same. I don't know anyone in the States who has even heard of Sam Roberts (except from my constant fan girl yammering), and it was a great feeling to be in a whole room full of people who get it.

We were all thrilled to be there. There was no typical Seattle audience we're-too-cool-to-play-along feeling. When Sam said "Sing it!" we sang it. When he told us to put our hands in the air, everybody's hands went up. During Love at the End of the World and Them Kids, the crowd responded with what can only be described as going apeshit. We clapped to the beat, we danced, we cheered like crazy, and I nearly lost my voice from singing along to every song. Even though they probably played for more than 90 minutes, I wanted them to keep going all night. I didn't want it to end.

But end it did. I got home a little after 1am, and this boring old lady went directly to bed, ears still ringing, stamp on my wrist barely beginning to fade, and head full of Sam Roberts songs.

I couldn't possibly have been happier.

Saturday 15 October 2011

1996, Annotated

The Divine Ms Emo, circa 1996
After my September 11th blog post, I've looked back some more at the 15+ years of journals I found in the under bed storage box. They're pretty damn ridiculous. So I'm going to shamelessly steal an idea from Paul Feig and reprint a few old entries, with commentary. 

Paul's was hilarious; I'm sure mine won't be, but humor me. Here goes nothing... literally...
  

1 January, 1996

It is now a new year. For the first year since I can't even remember when, I spent new year's alone. Darn. Why not bring in 96 with the one I love best?
That Darn was dripping with sarcasm. I've always been a loner and seen people as generally expendable, but at this point the realization was new to me. I decided to pretend I liked it, even though I didn't.
So at midnight I kept my tradition of a "first song" which was Lenny's "Heaven Help." Good song, if nothing else.
I have no recollection of this song at all. Or of this supposed tradition. Apparently both were very meaningful to me at age 19. 
Then I did my first tarot reading of 96,
Dude, seriously? Tarot? I guess this was during the ridiculous new age phase we all went through at some point in the 90s. 
and watched "Harold and Maude." First flick should be the best, right?
I believed that having Harold and Maude as my favorite movie meant that I was very dark and mysterious. I was neither.

Before that, I finished my painting and stuff so I started with a complete room.
Oh, so maybe all of this is just the paint fumes talking... 
I can't help wishing I wasn't living in it, though. I've been so on edge, and it's probably because I totally regret not going back to Seattle.
I was living with my parents, going to junior college after dropping out of Cornish, and had been planning to transfer to UW in January. Then when I got my acceptance letter, I arbitrarily decided not to go. If I recall, there was a boy involved in this sudden change of heart... although I don't remember who it was or how long we dated. Probably a matter of seconds. 
I'm not happy here anymore. Maybe I'll just never let myself be happy for more than 5 minutes no matter where I am. Whatever. Nothing much I can do about it now.

Aside from that, I've been in a pretty damn good mood since midnight, though.
Bipolar much?
I started the year off right, and I can't help feeling like this year might be better than the last few. I don't know, it's just this feeling, sort of like hopeless optimism. Weird. I'm almost looking forward to my 20th year on this planet.
Yeah. Well. Nothing good came out of 1996. Especially since that's when I met my ex-husband.


7 March, 1996

I hate sports. You like them? Fine, go play, and leave me alone. I don't want to hear about it, and I especially don't want to watch.
I loved watching football as a kid, and playing it as a young teen. I bet I can still throw a nice spiral pass from all that practice with my friend Stacy back then. At some point in high school I had to be alternative and hate the jocks, so I suppressed my love of sports. This writing was for me alone, so who was I trying to fool? It's clearly just latent sports-lover sportsaphobia. 
The worst is sports on TV. Guys too fat and lazy to play themselves, sitting at home watching other people have fun. Hurrah.
Now that I'm 35? Yep. Guilty. 

The only sport I can watch on TV is golf, because it's the most utterly pointless. Ooh... let's go watch oddly dressed men walk on a perfect lawn in the backyard of a place that costs more money than I'll ever have, for one month's membership!
Class warfare from the working class girl whose parents made sure she never wanted for anything. Tres, TRES deep.
No! Let's stay home and watch it on TV instead! Yeah!

Turn on any sport in the world, take me to the game, whatever -- I'll be bored within 5 minutes.
Lies. I avoided watching sports for more than 5 minutes because I knew it would suck me in if I did.
Put golf on TV and I can watch it for an hour.
Only because I fell asleep immediately from the serene setting and soft voices. I've since named this the Golf Nap.
I can't even watch The Simpsons for an hour, usually.
More lies. I may have a short attention span, but I'm the biggest TV addict in the state. Have been since shortly after birth.
Long live Chi Chi Rodriguez!
Eye roll.


1 September, 1996

Am I happy or not? I'm not sure. I don't think I am. 
I wasn't.
I don't like him, I like what he does for me. What he does to me? Sort of. What a stupid situation. This sucks. 
In hindsight, I never really liked him very much, I did only like what he did for/to me, it was a stupid situation, and it did indeed suck.

I can walk away at any time. Can he? No. I win. 
Or I would have won, if I'd had the guts to actually walk away. But hell, I was 20.

[He] is so completely whipped I can't even stand it. It's pathetic. It just makes it harder for me, feeling as little as I do about him. I know I'm evil, not caring about people, but he is just such a LOSER. 
He was then, and remains now, sort of a loser. I could really pick 'em.
My god, how will I ever get rid of him now? I never should've slept with him, it just made everything worse, I'm sure. 
Evidently sleeping with a virgin is the WORST way to get them out of your life.
This SUCKS. 
So I finally decided to just wait it out for another 7 years, and see how it went. Oh, yeah, and get married along the way. Totes. Brillz.


28 December, 1996

"Each day without solitude weakened me. I took no pride in my solitude, but I was dependent on it." - Charles Bukowski (from Factotum)

This is the last entry of the year, and the quote is all it consists of. Despite its obvious I'm so cool because I read Bukowski vibe, it's strikingly fitting. I remember feeling so trapped by being in a relationship, which is why I still do everything I can to be single to this day. 

I may have been a pretentious, immature, emo brat at this age, but I guess I did get some things right.  


Saturday 1 October 2011

Melbourne

I'm still in Melbourne, it's still raining. I'm still exhausted, even though I've been sleeping plenty. The weariness continually leaks out in my crankiness and the dark circles under my eyes.

I went out this morning and visited the Queen Victoria Market, which is a Melbourne icon, and just a couple of blocks from my hotel. The market is huge, and broken into several sections. I skipped the fruit & veg area, along with the fresh meat and fish. I strolled through the organic section, with things from wine to soap to eggs, and some of the little cafe/deli stands, but spent most of my time in the largest area, which was selling all manner of stuff. There were stands with various kinds of clothing, accessories, souvenirs, jewelry, dishes, just about anything you could imagine. No, really. One stand sold nothing but a bucket of shots, a plastic bucket filled with 24 pre-made, sealed shots of different liquor concoctions. This place is crazy.

After doing the last of my shopping for the trip, I grabbed a sandwich for lunch and came back to my room to watch rugby. Unfortunately I was a day ahead for the Canada-New Zealand game, which will actually happen tomorrow afternoon while I'm mid-air. That means the only big match left to watch before I leave is Scotland versus England, about 5 hours from now, so I still have most of the day to entertain myself. 

I haven't really found anything can't miss in the guide book, so I guess it's time to wander back out and see what catches my fancy...